following back tons
I wrote this because my feelings cannot be held in anymore.
I must call myself out for this. I’m constantly saying the regular lines to myself or to other people about a certain someone, Thinking that if I lie to myself and say it enough I’ll believe it and can finally get over everything. But, the italics is what I really mean, and what I want to say.
It’s not easy, okay? Pretending to be strong, and acting like I’m 100% okay. because, I’m not. It sucks.