nickelssss:

I wrote this because my feelings cannot be held in anymore.I must call myself out for this. I’m constantly saying the regular lines to myself or to other people about a certain someone, Thinking that if I lie to myself and say it enough I’ll believe it and can finally get over everything. But, the italics is what I really mean, and what I want to say. It’s not easy, okay? Pretending to be strong, and acting like I’m 100% okay. because, I’m not. It sucks. 

nickelssss:

I wrote this because my feelings cannot be held in anymore.

I must call myself out for this. I’m constantly saying the regular lines to myself or to other people about a certain someone, Thinking that if I lie to myself and say it enough I’ll believe it and can finally get over everything. But, the italics is what I really mean, and what I want to say. 

It’s not easy, okay? Pretending to be strong, and acting like I’m 100% okay. because, I’m not. It sucks. 

(via when-anchors-fall)